Tired of those emails that go to space.

All right.

I am so tired. Not only have I been searching around the internet for a job.. but I feel like I'm already a little disappointed. Maybe it's because I know that 1/1000 of my emails will actually be read,. so I think I need to send out about 4000 more emails this coming month. Haha Oh brother.

Anyway, stumbled upon a lovely site that I like to read to make myself feel better.
http://www.fmylife.com/

Yes.

I think I'm getting old though. My friends had to explain to me what it meant the other day. I felt like such a noob- am I really that detached from the world lately? I'm too involved in my work, it sucks. I can't imagine what I'm going to be like when I have a full time job.

Oh, fml.

The Beginning.

So here I am, opening up a new blog. I remember back in the day where I used to have a xanga. Everyday of my high school career I would write about the happenings of the day. It was a great way to log my memories, relase a lot of the emotional tension and just give "someone" a piece of my mind. I quote, "someone" because personally, I have no idea who will actually read this blog or who would comment on it.

I have a work-blog. One in which I show images of my photographic work, and talk about my projects.. however I keep that strictly work related. I want to have a place where I can speak freely about my opinions and also.. my bad habits. :)

So, here I am, 8:28AM on a Thursday morning, sitting in the ESP lab working. Yes, I am getting paid, but I'm also working on a few projects that I have to put together. So, I've started a new budget plan for myself. Since I'll be graduating in... less than 2 months, I decided that I should really re-evaluate how much money I am spending and where my money is going. I've been jotting down the amount of money I spend, I've been working on cooking lunch/dinner and taking it with me to campus to conserve, and also spending less when I go out. I hope this will be a consistent plan.. haha

On another note, coffee has once again made it's way back into my heart. I woke up to the wonderfully harmonious smell of Dunkin Donuts French Vanilla coffee yesterday morning and made myself a cup..since then.. Sorry tea, we're on a break.

I also re-opened up my facebook. On the account that- I NEED IT. I was trying to see how long I could go without it, but apparently 1 week is all I can really do. I realized that facebook is so useful, in terms of finding classmates, partners and people in school. I especially use it for contacts and pictures (of my cute nephew).. but I do intend to spend a lot less time using it and probably staying away from it. I also need to figure out how to really work this whole privacy system, since I've been applying for some internships lately. Well, we'll see how this goes.